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Friday, July 29th, 2005
7:25 pm - i dont wanna fuck you i dont wanna touch
so yeah i went to the beach and the waves were pretty big lol. my mom was right i did have fun. after the beach we went to this bar and grill place and they kicked us out cuz my mom was wearing a bikini top and shorts. my mom called the lady a fuckin fat heffer as we walked out! lol i pissed my pants i swear lol. it was so funny. so we ended up going to flo's. omg the food there is amazing. and its right on the beach so you get that awesome breeze. omg lol it was so awesome. lol. but yeah after that we drove around trying to find this cliff thing near fort adams. apparently it dissapeared cuz my dad said it was there before. hmm gay. so yeah then we pissed people off. i kept on looking at the people in back of us with binoculars even though they were at the most 15 feet away. lol. and we drove by people abnd made fart noises. we really are losers ya know lol...


well yeah i pretty much love jordan to the max <3


mucho amore.

current mood: cheerful

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Wednesday, July 27th, 2005
12:54 pm - the monotony is killing me...
so yeah basically i got bored of livejournal and no one ever comments on my posts lol. i havent posted since march. lol basically nothing happened. i started talking to jordan alot more. shes amazing. yesterday i went to the skatepark with justin and we skated from 7am till we got kicked out. then i hung out with justin josh marinna and josh's brother. it was amazing. we all went to josh's house after (except for justin) and went swimming. me and josh just jumped in with all our clothes on lol. so yeah it was fun and im tired of typing so bye lol.

current mood: chipper

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Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
9:03 am
yess i love technology, but not as much as you you see, but still i love technology, always and forever... im in tech right now and im sooooooooo bored <3

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Saturday, May 28th, 2005
12:25 pm - Oh point your gun in the other direction, now that youve cried your self to sleep
lalala. me and justin went skating today and we poured water all over me so i was soaked lol... and my shirt was amazingly tight after that lol... well idk i havent updated in months lol. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm <3. nothing to sayyy.

current mood: busy

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Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005
7:57 am - FLibbergiggen
Woo im in tech, fun fun. i have to write my english essay today lol even though its due last period. i need to do my science essay too, and my spanish project too.............................



GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR..FUCK!!!
















Emo Rampage! lol Matt...

current mood: awake

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Wednesday, March 16th, 2005
12:00 pm - ......
yeah well im in tech... pretty boring... idk if im gonna go to the skatepark today... i have a pretty effin bad migrane and applied tech last period... i hate drafting with a fucking passionnnnnnn.... well i feel like shit and im pretty depressed today :-( but no one cares soo illo stop talking..

current mood: crappy

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Monday, March 14th, 2005
8:51 am
HELP!!!! im soo bored and i cant use my comp again till wednesday :-( lol so ive been pretty anti social lately. but yea w.e gotta go do my civ hw.


Much love,
Leland

current mood: amused

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Friday, March 4th, 2005
8:18 pm
Keep quiet,
Nothing comes as easy as you.
Can I lay in your bed all day?
I'll be your best kept secret
And your biggest mistake.
The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day


well today sucked.. i got detention from mr.kiley second period lol funny story. but i had a headache all today. :-( then i get home and found out i cant go to the dance >.< grrr. i had to babysit :-(. wiicked mad. well no one is home cuz they are all at the dance :-(.



Never thought id want us to be more than friends :-/



And I'll keep my jealousy close,
'Cause it's all mine.
And if you say this makes you happy,
Then I'm not the only one lying.

Drink down that Gin and Kerosene,
And come spit on bridges with me,
Just to keep us warm.
Light a match to leave me be.
Light a match to leave me be.

current mood: dorky

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Thursday, March 3rd, 2005
8:59 am - alyson
i hate u leland:0)















































































jkkkk

current mood: annoyed

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8:59 am
its 8:59 :-)

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8:48 am - MY ANUS IS BLEEDING
hey thurr. 4 days till breaking benjamin and 44 days till taking back sunday and jimmy eat world!!!! immmmmmmmmm sooo happy!! ugh breaking benjamin is going to be incredible!! maybe if i get them drunk i can go back stage and take advantage of them :-) lol. hahahah jk :-)/. welllll im in technology at the moment. i forgot to bring in my english project today :-( so im screwed in the anal area....





We kicked ass at almost anything goes last night :-) Good job guys :-)





by the way alyon's a bodaggit!

current mood: your crazyy :-)

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Tuesday, March 1st, 2005
2:44 pm
(WINTER)

what ever happened
to the times we had spent
joking and laughing
how we both went
out of ways to show we cared for eachother
and these nights keep me up thinking
about you and your smile
i just wish you could be here
and make my life worthwhile
i miss you so much
i wish you could know
this town is being covered in such beautiful snow
i know how you loved it
and sat up late at night
just to watch the snowflakes fall


that was the worst day everrrrr
i wish i could
i wish i could change the past
stop you from leaving us
we miss you more
more than you'll ever know..


the winter is leaving
springs setting in
the scent of hopeless love is amidst in the air
i want you to be here
so much that i cry
i want you to be here
i want you to be here...
and these nights keep me up thinking
about you and your smile
i wish you were here
to make my life worthwhile
i know your in a better place
but im not

living the best that i can
im trying to make it with no helping hands
i wish this was easier but it hurts a whole lot
living without you
is the hardest thing ive done
the hardest thing... ive done
and these nights keep me up thinking
of you and your smile
i wish you were here
to make my life worthwhile
i know your in a better place
a better place
BUT IM NOT

sitting here waiting
for my time to come
i want to reunite with you some..
someday and i wanna tell you all the things you've missed
our little boy growing up
you'd be so proud
hes the best thing in my life
you know you are too
and we are both sitting here waiting..
waiting for you
he misses his mother i tell him just wait
mommies up in heaven
shes in a better place
she knows that you miss her
and shes sorry for the pain
she wants you to know that she cries just like you
she wants her little boy
wants to hear what youve been through
she never meant to leave us hear
theres nothing we can do
to bring mommy back
to bring mommy back
and these nights keep me up thinking
of you and your smile
i wish you were here
to make my life worthwhile
i know your in a better place
a better place
but im not
but im not
but im not...






:-(



yess best song ive written so far(i think so)


tell me what you think

current mood: creative

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Monday, February 28th, 2005
8:16 pm
ugh i suck at bass!

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Saturday, February 26th, 2005
2:25 pm - WHATEVER
OK WHATEVER IM SICK OF ALL THE DRAMA AND STUPID FIGHTS. TO TOP IT ALL OFF IM FUCKING DEPRESSED AGAIN, I ALMOST COMMITED SUICIDE TUESDAY NIGHT AND ALOT OF OTHER SHIT YOU GUYS DONT KNOW ABOUT. SO FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE IM NOT VERY STABLE RIGHT NOW...

current mood: depressed

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Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005
4:15 pm
I'd never lie to you
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to
Unless I had to
I'll do what I got to, the truth
is you could slit my throat
And with my one last gasping breath
I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt



today sucked pretty bad.. i hate the snow soo much and life is sucking harcore right now....
seems like everyone is against me and it doesnt look like its gonna get better... o yeah im sorry for not updating in a while... no one reads this fuckin thing anyways so whats the point in updating it?... yea well im done complaining and im sure you guys dont care anyways so bye...



And all I (all I)
Need to know (need to know)
Is that I'm something you'll be missing
(is that I'm something that you're missing)
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that far
(maybe I should hate for this)
Maybe I should hate you for this
Never really did ever quite get that...

current mood: depressed

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Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
8:05 pm
what went wrong?
is it me or is it you?
this tension is at your front door
ready to break in and steal your soul
(steal your soul)
lets fend off this monster
and sit this ordeal out
absent minds filling the empty spaces
spaces begging for something to fill them
but is that all we are here for?
to take up space..

(chorus)
why do we live like this?
life should be more enjoyable
lets put all the fucking
labels,fights,war,disease aside
and just sit this ordeal out
(end chorus)

and sittin here thinkin about you
i think thats what im thinking about
is it you or the facade you put on
we are all puppets in your master plan
you sit and pull the strings
and command your wooden puppets
but theres just one problem
like everything else your plan had a flaw
you didnt expect anyone to figure you out
did you?
but heres a little advice
...

(chorus)
why do we live like this?
life should be more enjoyable
lets put all the fucking
labels,fights,war,disease aside
and just sit this ordeal out
(end chorus)


and the nights are getting colder
the fights are getting old
glass hearts are shattering
im done trying to stay out of your way
i want you to stop pretending
STOP IT!
stop fucking pretending...

(chorus)
why do we live like this?
life should be more enjoyable
lets put all the fucking
labels,fights,war,disease aside
and just sit this ordeal out
(end chorus)

and im done with thinking
ill have you do it for me
im done with breathing
maybe that will make you happy
so light this town on fire
and i hope you remember the people
the people that you thought were so naive
when the whole time they actually knew
what you were up to
and i just want to say...

goodbye





i just wrote this song in like 10 min so you can tell me what you think about it if you want..

current mood: creative

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Monday, February 14th, 2005
9:02 am
hey this is alyson leland stop being a stupid face and your not wearing my belttt loserr face. happy valentines day leland... alright well im going to go now bye

<3 Alyson

current mood: energetic

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Friday, February 11th, 2005
9:31 pm
I N F O M A T I O N
Full name: Leland David Champagne
Single or taken: single
Sex: male
Birthday: august 23rd
Sign: virgo
Siblings: step brother, step sister and a sister
Hair color: dirty blonde i guess...
Eye color: lol blue(one eye is darker then the othe! lol)
Height: 5"5 i think

R E L A T I O N S H I P S
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: straight but does it really matter?
You have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no im a loser
How many exes do you have?: uhm eleventy six
What is your longest relationship?: pfft wow im a loser uhm 4 months i thinks
What was your shortest relationship?: 2 hours lol

F A S H I O N | S T U F F
Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes: underground
Any tattoos or piercings: nope
Favorite brand?: element
What is your most comfortable outfit?: none of my clothes are comfortable... my jeans are either to0 tight or to0 loose... and shirts dont really bother me to much.
What do you usually wear?: jeans and a t-shirt and a hoody.

S P E C I F I C S
Do you do drugs?: nah im a good kid :-)
What kind of shampoo do you use?: uhm i dont pay attention
What are you most scared of?: spiders and heights
What are you listening to right now: my family watching shark tale :-/ movie sucks
Who is the last person that called you?: lol justin prata-izzle
Where do you want to get married?: spain maybe?
How many buddies are online right now?: 87 on xloztiny0ureyezx and 17 on ih8acronymns
What would you change about yourself?: everything but its not possible so i just gotta deal with how imperfect i am.

F A V O R I T E S
Colors: PINK!
Foods: pizzza
Girl's names: fredrick
Boy's names: timmity tim timmy!
Subjects in school: have to say math
Animals: tiger

H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
Given anyone a bath?: all the time man... NO.
Smoked?: never will.
Bungee jumped?: yes in pennsylvania.
Made yourself throw up?: all the time i mean its soo much fun!
Skinny dipped?: yepp!
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: lol yessssssss
Pictured your crush naked?: lol next question
Actually seen your crush naked?: :-( sadly no lol
Cried when someone died?: no not really no one close to me has died.
Lied: yea
Fallen for your best friend?: mm a couple of times and they went on to stab me in the back.
Been rejected?: yea most of the time like i said im a loser
Rejected someone?: nope..
Used someone?: nope
Done something you regret?: yea dont wanna talk about it though....

C U R R E N T
Clothes: nothing
Music: look at what youve done by jet
Annoyance: all these projects due on wednesday...
Smell: orange juice for some odd reason...
Desktop picture: rodney mullen doin a casper.
CD in player: none
DVD in player: none

L A S T | P E R S O N
You touched: matt
Hugged: hmm maybe matt?
You IMed: michaela
You yelled at: no one really i dont like yellin..
You kissed: matt... lol lmao just kidding. uhmmmm wow nicole maybe?

A R E | Y O U
Understanding: no i hate you all ur problems are all stupid and you have nothing to bitch about :-) jk.
Open-minded: eh
Arrogant: lol
Insecure: maybe a lil?
Random: yes
Smart: when i apply myself to what im doing
Moody: yes very
Hard working: if i want whatever im tryin to achieve
Organized: NOOO!
healthy: dude im 115 pounds idk if thats healthy.
Shy: sumtimes
Difficult: yes
Attractive: NOO opposite.
Bored easily: YE.... o sorry Yeah
Obsessed: yes
Angry: yes
Sad: yes
Happy: yes
Trusting: yeppp


W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N T | T O
Kill?: that stupid cunt with blonde hair in rotc she pisses me off.
Slap: matt(u cracked my rib bitch)
Get really wasted with?: i dont drink
Get high with: dont smoke
Talk to offline: michaela cuz i havent seen her in a while :-(
Talk to online: myself!
Sex it up with: wow nice way or wording it.

R A N D O M
In the morning I: get up.hit the snooze 5 times. shower. get dressed. eat. brush my teeth. go wait for the bus..
Love is: very confusing and depressing..
What do you notice first in the oppisite sex?: eyes for some odd reason. o and just so i dont sound gay maybe feet lol.

W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R
Coke or Pepsi: pepsi
Flowers or Candy?: candyy
Tall or short: eh

W H O
Makes you laugh: matt, danielle, taylor, other ppl too
Makes you smile: no on anymore ....
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: eh....... honestly michaela

D O | Y O U | E V E R
Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: yess
Save conversations: nope
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex ?: no periods must suck
Wish you were younger: nope..
Cried because someone said something to you?: yea sum stuff my dad said to me made me wanna kill myself.

N U M B E R
Of times I have had my heart broken: idk
Of hearts I have broken: none im not that big a deal.
Of guys I've kissed: 3... lol jk maybe 1 and it was joking around
Of girls I've kissed: idk
Of CD's I own: over 100 alot of mixes though
Of scars on my body: 6
Of things that I regret: 3

Y O U R | T H O U G H T S
I know: no one cares
I want: you
I have: nothing to talk about
I wish: yea lets not go there..
I hate: alot of people
I fear: ..
I hear: bloody valentine by good charlotte

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Thursday, February 10th, 2005
10:30 am - Alyson is a flipping bodaggit!
Alyson is such a flippin bodaggit! GOSH! She pinched me reallllllllllly hard and i cried. :-(. i was just sitting there and she attacked me! i mean innocent little me! GOSH I GOTTA GO>>>>>...

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Tuesday, February 8th, 2005
8:52 am
this is alyson. im a lesbean. blah blah blah :-). MUAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHahahaha.

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5:55 am
hey this is alyson im doing leland journal he is gay n im defff not a lesbian sooo ne ways leland is wicked stupid bye:)
ohh yeah i finally got honers for the first time my life:)

<3 Alyson

current mood: leland is a bodegot

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Monday, February 7th, 2005
4:25 pm - what a horrible day...
well haha i woke up in a good mood today! that didnt last long. well i got in trouble on the bus for bringing my skateboard. gayyyyyyyyyy. i mean people can bring guitars to school but not skateboards? arent guitars bigger then skateboards? so yea. i had to stay on the bus untill ms.marquii came on and took me to her office. now this is only after 30 minutes of me being awake. well ends up my bus driver is made of glass or i am just extremelt huge. cuz she said i tried to break her arm when i sat down. i mean what the fuck. i didnt do anything. i just sat down! well ms.marquii took my skateboard and wrote me up and gave me adp. gayyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! so yea i went to study. hahaha even better. we were in class for five minutes adn mr.kiley spazzes on us and says we r goin to the cafeteria. we had to sit 3 seats away from eachother. it was basically like detention in school. we couldnt talk or eat.. then i had math. blah i hate math. i have such a hard time concentrating on it... so that class took forever to go bye. after that i had spanish. we got bombarded with translations and 5x each and other gay stuff. lunch was boring.. then i had science.. wasnt lookin forward to that... we did nothing and alf the class didnt do there home work. so ms.thompson was pissy all class... then me and matt had detention. what a boring hour that was... we went outside and waited for his dad. i was so happy i thought his dad was gonna give me a ride home. haha me happy. today? WRONG! turns out he cant give me a ride. now right about now im definetly very suicidal. i mean what a shitty day. i just wanted to go home and drink a glass or cyanide or sniff anthrax or w.e.... so yea i had to walk a couple miles to my house with my 35 pound backpack. WHAT FUN! it took me 45 minutes to get home... i feel like crap right now. im soo lucky i didnt kill anyone today. i was soo pissed all day. (by the way i got my skateboard back but i have to have a "talk" with mr.magee tomorrow

current mood: drained

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Saturday, February 5th, 2005
12:28 pm
i havent been depressed in 3 weeks. :-( not counting today

current mood: gloomy

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10:19 am
liar :-)

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Friday, February 4th, 2005
6:48 pm
babysitting is such a pain! i made them watch a movie so lol i basically have to do nothing.. but still a pain lol. uhm i changed my griptape! AH! lol. gayyyy. uhm i guess tomorrow im goin to michaela's and we r gonna watch napoleon dynamite. Yesssssssssss. ok im mad bored. "and your scars, your scarsss, willl heal, for you, baby if you want me to, id do anything for you, just say the word, and id give you the world, yea, but thats not good enough, baby if you want me to, why not say so, let me go, cuz i cant shine, BRIGHT ENOUGH FOR YOUUUUUUUUUU"

current mood: content

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Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
4:13 pm - so take take everything, and leave me scrambling
i love you...























<3 nothin to write about

current mood: bored

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Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005
9:00 am - ALYSON!!!
IM IN TECHNOLOGY. !!!!. ALYSONS A LOSER :-). JK. MADD BORED G. MMMMMMMMM WE BE HITTIN IT UP GANGSTA STYLE YO. shocks, pegs, LUCKY! ever take it off of any sweeet jumps? you got like three feet of air.. can i try? ur just mad because ive been chatting with hot babes all day online.ok im done.

current mood: PENIS!

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Monday, January 31st, 2005
10:31 am - lalallala
dude yes! i have technology and stef is in my class! AHH SHE SOO HOT. lol.yea welll this class is boring. im mad bored . BLSAH. i should definetly go ghetto lol.

current mood: accomplished

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Sunday, January 30th, 2005
6:29 pm - shut the fuck up she said, this place is fucking dead
well i was gonna hang out with michaela today but i had to babysit.. o well... uhm yea today i watched tv for almost the whole day. fun fun. yea and it seems like my tolerance for people is getting smaller and smaller each day. yea my dad says hes gonna make me take anger management. -_- I DONT HAVE FUCKING ANGER ISSUES. well im bored.. OHHH a butterfly!

current mood: no1 cares. =_-(

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Saturday, January 29th, 2005
12:52 pm
welllllllll im gonna go skate for 4 hours at knotty oak or wherever. i need to hang out with sum1! lol idk if matt is gonna come so if u want to hang come. ill be there at like 130

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